Friday, October 7, 2011

Bags Packed.

I'll be in hospital.
This Monday.

I don't want this.
But I have no other choice.
This is it.

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My address is:
Eleanor van Enst
John Cade Unit - Level 2
Royal Melbourne Hospital
Grattan Street, Parkville
Australia, 3052

5 comments:

Tia said...

take care of yourself my dear. thinking of you. try to update if you can k? any idea how long your stay? will you be tubed? is it medical and psych or mainly just medical?

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Ashley Noelle said...

Good luck. XXX

Anonymous said...

thinking of you love, I will send you mail <3

Anonymous said...

Eleanor,
I am sad to hear this but also so incredibly proud of you. I think that you know this is the best decision, even though it probably does not sound great right now. It's not over my dear, you have an incredibly beautiful life ahead of you. You have so much more to experience. You will make it through this! I love you and I'm here for you always always ALWAYS. Expect a pretty package :)
xxx

Anonymous said...

Darling, I am so sorry to hear that you struggling so much atm. But huni, please try to be positive, you need to think of this a ANOTHER chance at becoming FREE and beating this sick, twisted monster of a disorder once and for all. It has gone too far this time,it has urt you so bad, too bad, Anorexia can not and WILL not get away with wat it has done to you. it will pay for all the years of your precious life it has stolen. huni it has kept you locked away from the world, from freedom and from life. now it's your turn and with help THIS TIME elenor you CAN and HAVE to lock it away FOR GOOD, NEVER EVER EVER!!! to return. GO ELENOR! come on! pick up your weapons- your sword and shield and go end this fucking battle nce and for all. make us all so proud but more importantly make YOURSELF proud. you deserve this, you deserve treatment, look on it as a blessing and not a curse. pleae remember some girls wouldgive anything to be in your place right now, so many will die out there because they will not get the help they need, so darling, im begging you, do not waste this chance. take the help and allow yourself to relinquish that control, you will be so surprised at just how freeing it will be- promise you. it is time to stop wasting your life- you have so much potential and the world needs more beautiful strong girls like you in it. free yourself from anorexia and give yourself back to the world and all those who dearly love you so SO much-dont make us wait anymore huni. I am REALLY looking forward to a new RECOVERY blog from you when you get back from HEALING. all my love, please let us know how you are doing as you will be in mine and many others thoughts and prayers everyday. loads of hugs, and i am very happy for you and extremely proud of you. now get out there and FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE. ox