Graduated.

So this is us. All dressed up, all grown up. All beautiful, happy, laughing.

Last night was the most amazing night of my life. I wish I could put last night into words and share every last bit of it with you... I wish that were possible. But words cannot sum up the laughter, the happiness, the smiles, the hugs, the tears, the joy, the sadness and the memories... Words aren't enough.

I am so exhausted right now -  I got less than three hours sleep:

but I just wanted to share a few photos with you all, and a few words.
(Yeah we were so dead... And that was before we went to sleep!)

I've missed my bloggies! It felt strange, not writing last night, not catching up on things in the morning, not commenting or recieving comments. I missed it, but it was worth the break! My life changed last night. No ED, no fat thoughts, no negativity. It was all about me being happy, my friends being happy, my Mum being proud of me, sharing the love with the people I grew up with. And that's all it was. I didn't have time to doubt myself, put myself down or think about food. And even if there was, I wouldn't have cared, because it wasn't important. And that made me realize, that it isn't important, at all. ED isn't important. ED doesn't deserve a place in my  life. Only the important things deserve a place in my life.
Without further ado - I give you some photographic evidence of Eleanor's happiness.

My Partner and I (AKA the guy I've had a crush on since forever ;) )

Me, My Sanity and My Support.

My rain maker and I.

The Two School Captains.

The Fantastic Four.

My favourite of the night. My Math teacher Toppy, he's the reason I got through Year 10.

I will never forget last night. I don't really know what to say at the moment. The reason for that is to some extent exhaustion, but mostly because I really can't find the words to say just how beautiful this experience was. I will miss everything about Chaffey. The good, the bad, the inbetween. The Maths exams, the endless English classes where we all did nothing except distract the teacher and learn about his dark past (it's so interesting, I need to write his biography), watching the idiots be idiots, music classes and performances, long talks with teachers about anything and everything and nothing... I will miss it all.

I can honestly say, I am at an incredibly happy place right now.

I love you all, so dearly.